some more thoughts

Well.... the case on hand seems to be even more that... Melvin you don't know what you want... actually.. I don't know God wants.. I just want to be true, to be faithful, to serve God. Isn't that suppose to be the most important principles before anything?

But yeh.. you are suppose to know which field to go to.. God calls you to a specific thing... etc. etc.... So. What does that mean.. maybe God does not call me... or hasn't. Tell you what maybe I should do what I love best. Be a taxi driver.. Maybe that will be good.... quit all this whole gigantic thing called church, and go out....